well, firstly, i would like to thank mr ng for his advice and guidance. it gave me alot of options to choose from in areas where i didnt think was even existent. but yea. thanks for supporting and guiding me.
when i mr wong gave me the paper, he was like, okay matthew, keep it up. so i was expecting something good. den i took it and walked away and i saw all the marks there. i was like, wtf, keep it up??!!
i was shocked lar. really. i did study, i duno what happened? i panicked? or something. i dunno. well, on that slip of paper, there are only the higher nitec courses. i mean, im gonna appeal and try through the jpsae and dae lar. i mean, i haf a feeling i wont get through, but nvm, just try. and if i dont, i go ite lor, i mean, its not the end of the world like some say.. 2 years in ite, and den i can go poly if i do well. thats if i am willing to just keep studying. i wanna be in the top 10, hell, i wanna be first. i really don't wanna mix with the bad company there and i hope i dont lar. the lecturer of the course i wanna go say i look decent and he say i talk independently which is good. just impress the interviewers. which. is good? cause if thats how he sees me as at the first time i meet him, its quite a good thing alr lar. yea though i really wanted to go poly, if i apply through the jpsae and dae. i mean, i wanted to do film, sound and video at ngee ann poly, apply through the jpsae. but, its like, not the one thing i really wanted to do, i mean, why force myself to go poly, but not do the course i want. i rather just bare the concequences and go ite, for two years, do the course i want, and if i do well, i can go poly after that. and im gonna make sure i do well, cos i dun wanna be stuck after ite. seriously. and yea, i wanna do Hospitality Operations. i mean, although what they teach is like, the little of the dirty work, like inspect rooms, security, all those, u noe, abit low class jobs, lol, but nvm, if i can do well here, den i can poly and do what i really wanna do la. which is better than doing something im interested, but dont really haf the passion to do. so yar. life is such. difficult or not, im still living.. takes more than this just to stop me.. so yea. its gonna be two long years in clementi campus...college west... but then, its the onli ite that has that course. so well, i just gotta do it.
and thanks everyone for all their support and encouragement. i really am appreciative of everyone who was there by my side. so yea. im lucky to have friends like u all.. and all the best in watever uall do... and for those who are yet to take the o lvls... start now, dun be like me...
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